Now I Am Paper

by Uvi
2009
 

I remember: a gentler sound
The forest rustling in the rain
Leaves were swirling all around
I heard soft footsteps up the lane

Snap! A twig fell, and I turned
Just to feel your little foot
Just to touch your hand, I yearned
As you climbed my gnarled root

I loved to hold you, swing you, sway
The day would never turn dark
I wished you’d never fly away
Then came the time you made your mark

The sun was playing hide and seek
Between my branches, till it sunk
And suddenly my heart grew weak
You found the hollow in my trunk

And at the moment when we part
That was the time you made your mark
Right there you drew—across my heart
You carved an arrow in my bark

Then came those years of loneliness
Of thoughts that crawl just like a pest
How can an old, stiff timber guess
Why birds would leave, forget the nest?

So I remember: a gentler sound
The forest rustling in the rain
Leaves were swirling all around
But then harsh footsteps up the lane

And with an ax they cut me down
Removed my limbs, discarded scrap
They carried me to a distant town
My heart-and-arrow bleeding sap

They stripped my bark.
             Where is my bough?

They chopped me up.
             Who is  this lumber?

They pressed, they grinded...
             Who am I now?

Once I was wood.
             Then chip.
                       Then fiber.


Now I am paper.
             This book you’re holding,

This whisper as the pages turn
This is my voice, my love, my longing
This is my story. So—if you listen—

Can you remember? A gentler sound
The forest rustling in the rain
Leaves are swirling all around
Here come soft footsteps up the lane...
 
 
 
 
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